Today's picture is meant to be about my biggest insecurity but I have decided that i have way too many insecurities to get them all together in a picture.
First thing that came to mind was my belly. But then i felt stupid for having that as an insecurity when there are so many people with actual problems with their appearance.
Then i thought of my weak spots: Friends. I need them. And i am still to heal from those i have left behind in my life, who i still talk about, who i still stalk on facebook, but to whom i havent talked to in years.
The fact that i tend to lie to the people i love the most, even though its necessary, is an insecurity. I hate it. I wish i didn't have to. And everytime i do it, i am extra careful and talk a lot so that they wont notice that something is wrong! Even though that may seem strange itself.
I dont speak very well neither language so my tongue ends up twisting a lot during conversations and sometimes i sound really retarded!
I am very very very shy when i am somewhere i have never been, and if i am there alone and i dont know any of the people. Like my first day of school. So i try looking busy... even if that means going into all the different toilets i can find.
:) just so many things
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